music-is-life23

you knooow, i need to do a journal thing everyday. i know i say it all the time and i probably will be saying that the rest of my life. because, you know, i'd never be able to comitte to this, and i bet if i did then i'd have alot more watchers than i do. possibly? but my grandma carbone died today. and my mom is leaving for st.louis without me.. ugghh. now i am stuck at home with my step dad and brother.. geeze, such great timing for that  -.- i bet if i wasn't grounded though i wouldn't be here.. today i got to thinking about actually watching tv in my room again.. but then i remembered that i don't have cable in my room.. boo. HOW COME

2nd day. today i painted a picture on the side of desk.. and it looks awful. im not going to lie XD i didn't favor today to much. i wrote a to do list this morning while i was sitting in bed, and of course i didn't finish everything it lol i didn't clean and walk the dog like i said i would lol but that's okay cause my brother wran around in circles in the backyard with the dog! and there was no cleaning needed today! igheugberuigb, hopefully tomorrow i will do everything i wanted on my to do list x) and i aslo decided that i was to be a dentist when i grow up! XD well that's it. ciao.

i decided to try to attempt to make a journal thing everyday. and if i have nothing to talk about i'll probably just put nothing to write about, and leave it at that. ANDDD i'll be very proud of myself if i do actually post one everyday! and i know no one will read this. but you know what it doesn't matter! :) i still wanna do it! all day my day has consisented of waiting. and last time i sat around waiting alot, it didn't end very well. BUT a good thing that has come out of it was that i realized something. i realized that, i have dreams. and to some people it may sound stupid BUT i wish that i could come home everyday and write bl